Month: October 2021

Another House, Another Ghost (ask for password)

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Two days ago, future husband was in the bathroom and heard a sound coming from our bedroom. A sound you would make when you are dreaming. Or maybe when you have a nightmare. He came in to check on me, but I didn’t say nor did I hear anything as I was half asleep.

Yesterday evening, again, I was half asleep, I woke up, thinking future husband is having a nightmare, so I said “…wake up…”. He looked at me with wide eyes, saying, it wasn’t him. Well it wasn’t me either. But we both heard it! And we both have been awake for quite some time after that, I can tell you!

The idea, that there is a ghost in the house who actually tries to communicate with us (whether it is meant to be nice or not), is a bit scary.

Sure, I had ghosts in houses before, like the little kid ghost who used to run back and forth upstairs, making us think it was my little son, but never anything so close and scary sounding.

I guess, there is not much we can do about it, but I will keep you posted.

Until the next time…

Arguing With Work About Christmas Holidays (ask for password)

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So I am currently arguing with work about my holidays during Christmas. I have taken the week after the Christmas weekend off, including the following weekend aka New Years day!

Now my boss says, if I want New Years day off, I have to work on Christmas Day, as stated in my contract. The New Years weekend is my weekend with the children and working on Christmas when one has children is a big NO, NO!!!

So, I replied and explained the above and so far I did not receive an answer yet, but am sure something will come soon.

I mean, come on, it’s Christmas! I have Children! For being a care company, my company is not very compassionate!

I am so fed up with them, but have to stick around as like I said, I have children and employers (in the end) are all the same:

Work your hours or leave.

Big SIGH.

Until the next time…

The Missing Bun (ask for password)

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The only time, women are happy to feel sick 24/7 is when they are pregnant!

Almost a year ago I had a very early miscarriage. I didn’t even know I was pregnant…

Forward to the year 2021:

A month ago I started to feel queasy all the time and was drinking so much water, I could have drunk it straight from the hose.

My due date for my period came and passed and I was so happy. All the symptoms where there…..

….until the morning I started to heavily bleed…..

And just like that it was over.

It wasn’t the end of the world as I know that is nature sorting things out, that what could have been a baby wasn’t healthy enough to live just yet.

But I was still sad. Sad because I knew what could have been and said because it took us so long to get to this point! Future husband was sad as well, of course he was.

Everyone who has been trying for some time knows where I am coming from.

Every month you hope it happened but no, shark week is on again. SIGH.

And the fact, that according to my age I only have a 5% chance to get pregnant every month, doesn’t help either.

I already consulted the doctors. The next step is the fertility clinic for check ups.

So fingers crossed, legs open and off to another few rounds of lots of fun.

Until the next time